(m) Pain Poem by crybaby clark

I arrived home in a state of euphoria,
now my life had changed,
I did not know how, only
I was a different person
distrustful of my mind,
vulnerable to its power to hurt,
as though someone else was in my head,
thinking my thoughts,
just how could one man feel so little
and yet make me feel so much,
and inflict so much pain..
til i could no longer control my lust of him,
than my need to eat or sleep,
all the emblems of my distress,
may the devil help me to hide them now.