Mamaa Poem by Nancy Cullen

Mamaa, last night i cried myself to sleep again,
They said with time it will get easier,
Its been a few years and i keep doing this again and again,
I don't see it ever getting easier.

I miss you so very much,
I would do anything to see you again,
I want to tell you so much,
and just be with you again.

Its not easy without you,
There are things only you can understand,
Sometimes all i need is a hug from you,
but you are not here i don't understand.

Mamaa they say you are watching me from where you are,
If this is true, have i disappointed you?
Are you proud of me wherever you are?
when i cry, do i hurt you? .