Many Mixed Emotions Poem by Melissia Ann Senter

I Have Many Mixed Emotions

I have so many mixed emotions
Hatred has filled my heart and soul
Disgust is all I see when I look at him
And when he speaks those three little words I love You

What he has done to me, who he has done it with
How could they have ever done this to me again
I feel like my whole world has been turned upside down
Because of his cheating ways I never dreamed he would ever do this

Not to mention for a second time around
Hurts so bad when I think of them together, many mixed emotions
Start flooding my mind wanting to hang them both
She was my best friend or so I thought she was

For many years why would she do this
Is she insane for he has a woman and two beautiful children
With my mixed emotions all I do is shed many tears
As I try to find the right decision on what to do

I don't Think That this depression will ever end
So With My tears I lay my head upon my pillow
Praying as I sleep I will not dream of the two of them together
As I sleep hoping God will take my depression away

By MELISSIA ANN SENTER