Martyr In Love Poem by chad fisher

it is allright if you hate me for something I've never done,
for I understand you are under the influence of the evil one,
it has been hard to accept the truth that I am a martyr
i have suffered so that you can try and be filled with joy from above,
a martyr of friendship, a martyr of peace, a martyr in love
you make a list of all my wrongs done, an excellent charter,
but you wrote one down wrong, a grevious error,
for you believed me to be completely impure, a souless terror
yet your joy is false, for inside something still bothers you indeed
your soul wishes the same as mine, only to be freed
i saw it in your eyes during our last meeting afoot
the rage and bitterness swelling up doth uproot
of this: the wrong you have done me, you know, i have my own chart?
but i am tryinge to erase it, so that i might forgive both you and I from a loving heart.