Merry Go Round! ! ! Poem by mackenzy edmonds

I'm getting tired of this merry go round called life
it's makin me dizzy and tired
i want to get off
the only way off is to be done
done with life
the only way this merry go round will stop, stop, STOP! ! ! !
i put on a gorgeous gown so if i died i would die almost beautifully and seem graceful
my suicide note?
i don't need one, it's wrighten on my face, the sadness and loniness
i look at the ground from that merry go round and jumped into the sea
it was cold but i soon forgot
i look around
was i dead or alive
i look up and saw a beautiful person he had wings of an noble angel and a golden halo
then i awoke to find myslef i my house was it a dreaam i get up see the gorgeous dress on my body i look down
I'm back on that damn merry go round called life
i can't do this anymore
then i jump this time no waking up
it almost an instant death
i see crimson red then close my eyes smile on my face