Miserable Happyness Poem by James Bost

you've been gone for 2 years now
no word from you no sound
i was the cause of the break up
now i wanna make up..... i regret my fooolishness
my childhood friend my first tru love
which i didnt realize until u was gone
but now im feel the effect
as i wanna grip out love in my pawn
im thinkin bout you now and then
with all the memories holding with in
pain is love by its way
and the heart can beep wat it wanna say
i reach my arm out to grip your hand
if i was to fall i would wanna fall in ur arms
the tears behind
this man is runnuing but wont show
flashbacks running though my mind
enjoying our share of time wish for it again
it makes me smile it make me laugh
loving you is passionate
you not with me though
but being miserable is a praise
that i can be your giver
your impact of the love you have for me repulse hard
causing overwhelming desire of remembrance
and commemorate
as honor to lusciuvious events
shared that till this day
i dwell on..........