Misleading Nowheres Poem by jasmine ware

I distract them with my eyes,
And guide them with my words,
I try to persuade them,
And tell them its not a curse,
Ive killed people emotionally,
And ive killed people mentally,
But not once have I ever tried to kill them physically,
Some say im cursed,
And some say im possessed,
But I think ive been blessed,
My eyes change colors,
From black to blue zest,
I have the power to convince people,
That the world is filled with nothingness,
I can control peoples every action,
With this mind i find satisfaction in,
They tell me im crazy,
And that im full of lies,
But maybe this is what I want you to think inside,
I don’t believe in happiness,
I don’t believe in honest people,
I don’t believe life is worth staying in,
Yea im closed minded,
And you say I have no heart,
But you’ve been saying im crazy from the start,
Never once did u try to talk to me,
Or try to get to know me,
So all that you’re saying is just misleading,
maybe im crazy,
or maybe I just speak the truth,
But you wont know till I do