Missing A Loved One Poem by natalie vail

What is this feeling?
I hate it so much.
It's driving me insane.
It knocks me down in a single blow,
and each time it gets harder to get back up.
What is going in on?
I feel like I'm dying.
Something is ripping me into pieces.
I have this hideous feeling in the pit of my stomach.
This feeling is making my heart race and pound.
I feel like my heart is stuck in my throat.
Then my heart feels like it has just been ripped.
What is bloody going on with me?
Oh jesus, christ almighty.
The feelings are made of words and actions.
I just heard my sister say she isn't coming back.
So I went crazy because she is leaving?
Your losing another part of your soul and heart.
That is why your mind is in chaos.
Good luck on losing another loved one.