Missing You Poem by nicole polhill

i miss you
i miss your smile
i miss your hand in mine
i miss our hugs
i miss our kisses

i miss the butterflies
i miss the chills
i miss the cuddles
i miss our fireworks

i miss our walks
i miss our talks
i miss your eyes
i miss your laugh
i miss your sense of humor

when i see you with her
it breaks my heart
and yeah im jealous
maybe cuz i still love you
maybe cuz you can find love
and i cant
and never will

youre the only one i've ever loved
and still do

and it hurts
when i tell you i love you
and you say no and that im lying to you
(which i would never do)
the to make me feel better
you tell me you love me

and you ask me
if im mad or angry at you
and of course i say no
cuz i dont wanna be mad at you

and then sometimes
you get mad at me
for saying things like
im gonna kill myself
or that i want to die

but then you turn around
and say the same
then i get mad at you
and then were at eachother
at least or a little while

then you try to laugh it off
by saying something perverted
to make me laugh
and sometimes it just doesnt work

and if it doesnt
then i get sad
and apologize over and over again
only hoping that you can forgive me
but you always do

at least thats what you tell me
and maybe you dont
maybe deep down inside
youre still mad at me

now im not the type to hold grudges
and niether should you be
so lets just forget it
forget everything

all our past together
and start over brand new
cuz
i dont wanna miss you anymore

...............
hi, im nikki