Mixfusionode Poem by iron panda 23

Mixed thoughts, confusion
no delusion for my mood
i cant think straight....i cant choose
cant break their heart
but i like them too
Cant tare apart what i seem to have
they've been gone too long
i kinda want this bad
just helped someone throught the same thing
but cant help myself...such a sad shame
someone tell me now...what should i do? ?
keep my promise or...with this go through? ?
just help me out...i could use it now
i kinda want this bad...
but how will things turn out? ?

My answer seems pretty obvious-no? ?
well hey its not
im soo confused like on some game show
i recieved those 3 words
and in return those 3 were sent
of course i meant it when i sent it
but when recieved was i decieved? ?
i dont think so...cuz they said it first
theyre the key to my heart
its what i said
and to lose that...it could really hurt (maybe)
just help me out...i could use it now
i kinda want this bad...
but how will things turn out? ?

Do i feel a little better
though i still cannot decide? ?
its the one that said they loved me
vs
the one i think i like
and if i break my promise
it would follow me for life
Lost in this stupid game
anybody have cheat codes? ?
this levels driven me insane! !
so please help me out...i could use it now
i really dont wanna cheat with codes
i kinda want this badly
i need a safe way out

(dedicated to a friend....n srry its sooo long)

~IP23