My 50/50 Love For U Poem by cathrine ellis

My love, My heart is living a double life
I have no more room in my soul to lie
I'm in love but with you I'm not
Dont get me wrong I'm in like a lot
True, I have deseved you, but my feeling for you wont move
He's my first real everything
He's my favorite melody, I love to sing
From my body he makes passion scream
He takes me away in ecstasy
He has history of setting my body on fire
But I'm now with you, No longer can I feel desire, from him
But you make me so happy, everything that I need
But my old love keeps reappearing
Want to leave you? No nearly just...thinking
And now in my hands wipe my tears that stream freely
Want to let the past go before you leave me
Everything that comes from you reaches my satisfaction
But he takes me to my peak, then slowly, I relax in love
If I leave and go with what my heart yearns for
But then down the line we close the door
What was all the drama for
Regret is something I dont want to feel
So I hope I make the right choice for real
Because I'd hate to give you up
Its 50/50 either I lose or luck up
Either way, sorry to say, someone gets hurt along the way.