My Bad Poem by Karina Castle

I understand how you feel
Cuz I have been there before
Which is why i dont know
why i opened that door

You gave me everything
and i do love you
my actions didnt show it
but i swear its true

was this just one mistake?
or is this who ive become?
did he rub off on me?
or was i just being dumb?

So many questions yet
so many different answers
they swarn around my head
like unique cancers

the mistake is done
there is no going back
dont want to lose you love
we are so off track

trust is an issue
i will do whatever it takes
to earn it back
but for you those are high stakes

i hope i get the chance
to show my true side
thinking about losing you
i feel i already died

dedicated to Chris Loper