*my Better Half Poem by jathin aka jesuzz

In the magnanimous motions of the occult
I seek a god so dark
I feel the divinity in me die
The searing of flesh, the numbing of soul
The violin strings wail, the plight of a hunted whale
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The dark oceans of love hide
The beautiful. Black pearl of envy
Yes I envy her.
A world in which in she is one
In a world where I am none
Her harvest of friends, caring
My perpetual drought, scaring
Even Her sentences are poems
When My words are abuses
In her minority she finds happiness
Even in opium I devoid of ecstasy

This world of queer
The solution for me in beer
Lonely days, loveless nights
Dawn is dusk and dusk is night
I live in eternal fright
Jealousy is my freight
An only in death I have my flight
In me there is no fight
I have no arms for war
But sure I won’t see heaven
My torture for her shall end with my life
Afterlife of heaven for her? Yes I am sure
So I make it hell down here
For her, my beautiful wife. Ha ha