My Broken Smile. (Inproved!) Poem by Crystal Hayes

There goes another worthless night
Another night without your call
Why do we have to fight?
I really don't want to fall
Once again fall into the Dead Sea
I didn't think what you said would be true
You said you didn't want to talk to me
Even though I always knew
This day would come...
One of the many fights we have
Would pull us apart, it's finally done
You would laugh
Knowing it wasn't me you loved
So I guess this is it then
All my feelings have been violently mugged
This is the end
Some words I didn't even get in
I hopelessly tried to reason with you
Pleading ' Please don't do this again!
I love you! '
Slowly, not having any strength i collapsed on my bed
Only to sigh and try to hide these feelings of sadness
Not wanting my worried mother with all her questions that led
Honestly, I don't know what to do with him. It's madness!
My heart needs to mend
Even when you had your little fit
I never wanted it to end
Now a broken smile is all you get..