My First Poem by Danette Frenz

Why does it hurt?
You treated me like dirt.
My first everything.
I love you, you'd sing.

First Love...
First kiss...
First sex...
First pregnancy...

Then I lost everything.

No love
No Kiss
No Sex
No Baby

Every man after that
I could not trust

Not love
Not Kiss
No Sex
No Baby

You never said sorry.
Told me you don't want to see me again
after I lost the baby
there was no more

Love
Kiss
Sex
and now I can't even have a baby.

I want to say goodbye.
I won't lie.
It's hard.
Why was I dealt this rough card?

I was so young,
it was all fun.
But then I hung...
never learned to love.

One day I'll say goodbye...
but I still love you
a little.