My 'God' Poem by Jordan Legaspi

I was lost he found me, yet he let go of me
In the abode of praise thought he will bless me
Days I talk to him and he listen but pay no heed
For all my grievances it seems he’s nothing to give

Confused he taught me, yet of words differently
For all day long gray and dry, alas to me he fly
Deem- the sun dark, the moon no vision for me
Well what can I expect, but he just can’t see

I wonder why the moment I need a friend
To him I run though I know things were undone
Of yesterdays live nay life nay hope at all
Creeping for breath every hope falls

Let death hung me bloodless creature
Pale as the sea curse each day I bore
Arrows of insult and humiliating swords
Crush my body nay-wash naked bones

He was the god the friend I thought of love
The company that for me he’ll not leave me
The god the father I put all my trust
For whatever will be I believe but his unjust