My Gray Hours (Sonnet) Poem by Marieta Maglas

My love is touching the sweetness of your kiss,
I can taste it, but I can't find our love's bliss.
My new tear's curb crumbles, while I feel to cry.
Your mind is so far, and I want to know why.

Wrong thoughts cruelly wait for the fear to tape
The terrors of love to give them a new shape.
My loneliness becomes a shadowy yard,
When to sink this reality it's so hard.

A murky pond is love, when we feel a whole
I keep my questions while tearing my sad soul,
Which once is tied with bleeding strips to yours
Can wrap my soul in bandages in sad hours.

I wait for hope which will never come to me.
This hope hunger squeezes tighter my soul's knee.
I'm clinging to the past, where I want to hide
That part of me that is still alive inside.

While I wait for love waves to wash my pain
Big storms of hate can rise up from your heart in vein.
Much more confused on how to think or to feel,
I talk, and I try to be your balance wheel.

I can live with hate while love is a wasteland,
When your black death comes around for my soul's gland.
I love you, and against you I have no sword.
I could lose my way, but I pray to the Lord.

I wonder if I will feel your love again,
Or I must accept my resignation's chain.
It's an inner sorrow coming on my lip,
Like a song of my flute for my sad last sleep,

Like a fire fathom scratching my blue rain,
Like a wish to kiss you, when I strive in vain,
And I need you, because I love you so much,
When I love you, I mostly need your sweet touch.

Bloods are your words rain in my misty land,
This relationship, the marriage can't withstand.
I'm doing my duties with a selfless heart,
Having a feeling of being set apart.

You avoid me, and I can't express my thought
This breaks my soul, because I love you a lot.
Sometimes, you feel regret for my soul, when weeps.
I'm thinking thoughts, when you give me the creeps.


With your betrayal, my love can close inside,
I can't go on with this, but at least, I've tried.

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