My Heaven Is Not Here Poem by Ana xxx

this life is strange!
it slapped you
stapped you in the back
kills you
cure you, and then it welcomes your rebirth
.. in the middle of a funeral
it slapped you again
it makes you suffer
shows you what you need
behind a wall of glass
as you run to reach it
you hit the wall
and fall to the floor bleeding
it controls...
burns you in cold

I control!
I got the power
and you can't stop me, you are a dead life!
I will press the razor to my pale skin
only few flames of pain separate me from my dream
it's much nearer than what u promised to give, safety! love! affection!
I don't care about it anymore
I'll sleep till the end......
wake up and find out you are gone
just me with my dream
in my heaven
no fear!
no one to control me like a toy
I now control!
I don't care about you anymore