****my Lies**** Poem by Alicia Roseberry

time doesnt matter anyhow,
life has its own way of bringing me down,
my sky is grey,
im fading away,
degrading myself day by day,
how is it that i can say,
all these lies,
and he believes every word?
he f**ks up my world,
every time he looks at me,
my heart,
unable to see,
breaks again into a million peices,
he doesnt know,
the pain i feel,
is like freezing snow,
bitter sweet,
i love him,
and its obvious to me,
he loves no one,
other than me,
i hate my lies,
can i end my life?
i just keep hurting myself inside,
i just keep hurting him,
its time for my end,
i love you.