My Life Story Poem by Old Rose Celine

The past…………
It started with endless happiness,
enjoying every wonderful moment that was there.
There could never be lies, every moment was fulfilling, the smiles,
the excitement, the butterflies in the stomach.
No emptiness could be hidden. No pain, no mixed emotions,
nothing but emotional gaiety and merriment.
Time flowed like a sudden gush of a wind, so fast it could never be stopped.

The present……….
It was a tornado of inspiring moment that up to now,
the shadow of yesteryears is still there, waiting, needing,
missing every moment of eternal bliss.
Whatever happened in haste, it just disappeared like a bubble.
Whatever confusions came out and fret, change wasn't an option.
Here, now…left with something heavy, something loose, or
Is it something to defy, to tolerate or to hold on?

The future……………
Move on…hope, something is barely possible.
Desire...all the heart's desires, till satisfaction is achieved.
Wake up….cease the dreams of disturbia.
Somehow, a better life is ahead of me.
And so be it.