My Mentor Poem by Rima Sharda

My mentor
It's a new beginning I can feel the thrill 
The purpose to rise higher with a steel will
Each day i look forward to with sleepless night
A knot in my stomach which slowly grows tight
Something is amiss lost in this frenzy around 
My heart yearns for more as indifferently it drowns
It drowns away looking for appreciation 
That encouragement which led to many unique creations
I miss it every moment of the rising day 
Pray it may return  like shining sun rays
For that was the reason I ushered my self so far
Worked day and night and fought all those war
Where are you my mentor my inspiration my soul
Have you left me behind for now greater are your goals
My heart cries inconsolably for I have no one to talk
I feel lost and cheated have worshipped you in every walk
Please don't give up on me I have something to share 
My mentor I respect you and it's for you I care
I owe you all that what I have achieved till day 
So why do you leave me in this ocean mid way 
So why do you leave me in this ocean midway