My Mistake - Feeling Blue Poem by sarah maloney

For one single moment
I was not thinking of you
My pain was too great
My heart too blue
Lights flashing
Sirens rang
Someone else decided
I would live again
I made a mistake
Driven by blue
So why is it now
I cannot be with you
I want to see you
I want to be free
To go back when you both
Were living with me
It's not that I don't want you
It's not that I don't care
Someone else decided
You'd be better off elsewhere
It's not what I wanted
It's not very fair
That I made a mistake
Now I'm here not there