Nikki Moon

Rookie (June 8,1992)

My Note - Poem by Nikki Moon

Im all alone. No one cares whether i live or die. All i ever do is cause problems for everyone around me, can't they see how sad i am? Do they care? I can't make it through school. I cause my family problems. I can't keep a man in my life. I'm a failure at everything... the only way out of this, is to die. Mom, I wish I could have been the daughter you and dad wanted me to be... I'm not smart. I'm not pretty. I'm not athletic. I'm not skinny. I know you and dad never wanted me. I wish that I was never born. You're all so busy, and here I sit. Please someone do something so I can't feel the hurt anymore. I hurt so bad... what can I do? To make everything better, I have to die, I can't make it right by living. There's nothing for me here. I don't want to go on. I didn't mean to hurt anyone. Please believe me, just this once, that I love you all very much. I'm so cold, please do something, I can't stand this empty feeling that I'm having. I'm breaking into pieces... somebody do something...

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Poet's Notes about The Poem

Again this isn't a poem. I wrote this when i was 16 i tried to commit suicide... im now 20. im glad that i didn't succeed at trying to kill myself.

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Poem Submitted: Friday, March 29, 2013

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