My Pain Inside Poem by everythings gonna be alright

At my home I am in so much pain,
My family doesn't know it but it gets me insane.
I sometimes think about suicide,
But I think again about the people who care about me inside.
I think about what would happen to them if I do,
They also love me too.
I just hope that I can be strong through this,
I wish I could just wash this pain away with one big KISS!
But no I can't I have to suffer for now,
How could I have ended up like this HOW?