My Prayer Poem by Metin Sahin

My GOD.. my LORD
ı now understood only you can live lonely without needing anybody
ı have endured all kinds of sufferings help me
grant me a little bit of joy of living
a little bit of hope
grant a little bit of aim
to be the goal of my living
prevent me from being a sinful human being
send away the temptatıon of sins from me
lower down..send them to the bottom of the ABYS in PAMUKKALE
or take my soul immediately to the EVE of your KINGDOM
most of my kins and friends have already gone one by one
ı feel living in their loneliness..in their lonelihood
not enough hands on them when they were needy
but ı could not them also
but ı expect everything from the others in vain
no joy of living
death is strolling around in many ways
but still all of us are afraid of death unaccustomed
which is colder and whiter than snow
and grinning greener than green
ı only want help from you my god mylord
you can only help
do not make me dependant at the hands of my relatives..friends
take me to your kingdom
do not make me lose trust in you
up up above and wherever else
prevent me from accomplishing sins
heal my heart
cleanse my feelings
send LUCIFER away from me
or else
It would be very difficult to forgive me
deliver me from this worldly life
from the temptatıons of excess secularity
save me from this agony
pu a little bit of hope and joy of living in my heart
every morning
save me and all the human beings
I think I have completed my work on this world
must live in another world
every second
every minute
every hour
every day
is a suffering for me
aimless and unbearable
grand joy of living
take me to your KINGDOM
where eternal life and rest wait
that would be enough for me even a little bit
do not make me suffer me
and suffer myself anymore
even just forgive
my not easy to be forgiven sins
THANKS MY LORD