My Understandings Poem by Tammi Celina Lyons

Music all around me.
Everywhere I go
I can see you
But I feel so confused.
Voices I hear
Are everywhere I go.
I can feel strong
When I'm not alone.
You made it for me.
Now you can see.

Whatever happened
Is just a dream.
The thoughts I keep
Reminding me that
You're better off without me.
And I stream down
Thinking of words to say.
Words that you wouldn't understand.

How could I be so blind?
You were never there
When I needed you the most.
And all you ever say
That it's a joke.
I would never
Want you back.

You never even understood
Anything I've been through.
I'm better off without you.
No more words to say.
How can you feel so down
When you're the one that
Let me free.

Musice all around me.
Everywhere I go
I can see you
But I feel so confused.
Voices I hear
Are everywhere I go.
I can feel strong
When I'm not alone.
You made it for me.
So now you see.