Need To Tell You How I Feel Poem by emma porcu

Today I fort id write a poem, a poem about how I feel, but now im trying to find the words my feelings feel unreal,
I feel so frustrated, angry, happy and sad all these mixed emotions are making me feel so bad.
I want to say so many things but don’t feel like I can, but all I want to do is be the person I really am.
If I say how I feel I may hurt someone I love, will they understand that its just me and tough love.
There are many things within my life I love so very much my husband and my family are more than enough, they are enough to keep me happy and keep me strong each day, enough to help me through these times when I’ve completely lost my way.
I am here for my family like they are here for me, every single one of you mean the world to me.
Things in life can get so hard you start to feel you have draw the worst life card, but then we look at what we have and see that are family is not so bad.
Yes sometimes things are tough and yes I feel like god I’ve had enough, but then I feel its ok to get emotional from day to day.
This last 2 years has been tough because we lost someone we really loved, that someone is here and always will but we need to remember what he wanted us to be. He wanted us to be happy not sad lonely or angry, he wanted us to be the people he was so proud to say “them there that’s MY family”.