New Ways Poem by PoemasFrom Shortiee

My past is way behind but these memories are still alive,

just tormenting me and haunting me

waiting for that one moment where i break uncontrollably...

I hate that there's no escape to where i wish i was free

from the expectations that people wait for

and all the temptations that i crave for,

I tried to work real hard to change my ways

but i see that it's never enough so some people say.!

People ignoring me,

not even supporting me,

should i give up.? ! ?

there's nothing else left for me...

Getting put down is all I live for,

I mean i don't even have real dreams anymore...

Nothing is meant to be this way,

but i guess their the ones who get to say...

Never really realized what life really is

until you've gone through hell and pain

God forgive me if I said your name in vain

make me a better child and help me change,

give me signs out of range.!

Help me forget about all this pain,

patch me up into a new path,

showing me what's good and bad...

Help me build my own expectations

in which they'll keep me from my temptations

I've had so many hesitations

in so many different situations

in which i don't know what to do......

I pray to you cause i need you...please tell me what I need to do.