Nobody Knows! Poem by Emma Jane Rae

Nobody knows how i feel inside,
all these mixed emotions im trying to hide,
like the feeling of guilt,
for wanting you here,
or the feeling of no idependance,
because i need you near,
or the feeling of sorrow,
for something i once had,
or the feeling of betrayal,
because i knew what you were doing to dad,
or the feeling of anger,
for even daring to miss you,
or the feeling of revoltion,
because deep down i still love you,
it's tearing me apart,
and i dunno which way to turn,
i cant let it all crash and burn,
i feel like everything is breaking away,
but you made your bed,
and in it you must lay,
so it doesnt matter what smile,
i slap onto my face,
3 years later im still in,
a deep dark place! !