Nobody Knows Poem by Erwick Brandon

I look at my reflection,
And I don't know who is staring at me.
When did I become this version of me?
His eyes are heavy,
And he's incapable of showing emotion.
Punished for his mad devotion.

Lost and lonely.
A place that I'm familiar with.
Did it really have to come to this?
I want to be forgotten.
And never come to anyone's mind.
I'm sure they'll be better off in time.

I've never felt worthy,
Of anything much less anyone.
I still can't believe that we're done.
Do you realize,
What you do to me and my heart?
My eyes are drowning, I'm falling apart.

Nobody knows.
Nobody knows what you do to me.
Nobody knows but me.

I'm screaming out loud.
But you cannot hear a sound.
As if I'm six feet below ground.
Something tells me,
That this will not end well for me.
Maybe there's no silver lining.

Im sorry that I failed.
I'm in danger of losing myself.
What happens now only time will tell.
I still love you.
But to say that we're just friends.
I'll believe that when it makes sense.

Nobody knows.
Nobody knows what you do to me.
Nobody knows but me.