Not A Heart To Care. Poem by Morgan Tayce

I held the feelings back that i feared to express. I fear this because i fear pain. I try to destroy the thoughts that cross my mind but i cant, they over take me. My body goes weak, and sadness falls from my eyes like waterfalls on a rainy day. who really cares about the thoughts that run through my mind, and keep me from sleeping at night? I feel like these things happen to me because of something i did, or am doing. I wish i just knew. Is it all my fault?