Not Going Back Poem by jenna bergman

Not Going Back



I dont want to go
But at the same time i do
Why though, why
60 days i have without it
And its killing me
I sit with a bottle of pills and a nice sharp blade
I am coverd with marks
Marks that will never go away
I dont know what to say
I want to go
But i dont
So what do i do
I go on living without it
But theres not a day that goes by that i dont want it
Shouldnt this get easier
Not harder
I dont know what to do
So ill go to the meetings
And listen and listen
Because your something
I dont want to go back to

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Kelly Seale 20 May 2013

The don't go back... You have the choice, the power... cutting... or not? And if you find the weakness...the darkness takes over your power, your choice... just remember to wake up the next day...even more determened... And Never stop writing. Jenna, your words, believe it or not, help others who are there... to see. It's like medicine, it's like an ancient shaman's words, his magic...Your magic.; -) Kelly.

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