Not Safe (Writen Freestyle) Poem by Travis Johnson

I'm sorry God but forget the world til I die
The only thing they gave me is a head full of lies
And I’m tryin to keep my head right and my body strong
Tryna be a rollin stone so I’ma roll on
And I'll swallow my blood before I drink my pride
Hate to see those days tears in my daughter eyes
And I know how it feels the world against me
It’s only me in these lonely streets
People try to tell jokes but it’s hard to smile
So when it comes to cryin i don’t even know how
Now I walk around wit my head to my feet
At night I hardly get any sleep
I’m startin to get old so I’m tired of fightin
My mind keeps so many secrets that I’m tired of hidin
People around me asked why I changed
And boys I use to run wit won’t even let me hang
When I lay in the bed it feels like it’s only me
No wife no kid jus cold sheets
Some are mistakin love for only lust
And I don’t care how you are you jus lost my trust
People tryna give me feedback on what I write
Go head if you want you are jus wastin your time
My emotions 9 out of 10 is gonna be whatever
Men lookin at my life I thought it was gettin better
I heard the people I’m close to I push away
They try to tell me what to do and that ain't safe
When I lay in the bed I lay on my bad side
Cause there’s no more happy moment’s jus sad times
I let my heart bleed on every sheet
When it comes to carin my daughter is in the first seat
And I stay shinin wit my diamonds on
I’m still gonna make it even if I’m all alone
My worst feelin was to be by myself
Now I think it feels good not to need no help
It seems like everyday I’m loosin a friend
When it’s all said and done I won’t have none at the end
Well this is my writin freestyle I know its long
I jus wanted to get out what’s goin on
I hope after this we can move on