Not The Only One Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

'You better start talking...'
What do you mean you better?
'I mean I know there is something wrong.'
'Your love is more distant.'
'Did you meet someone else? '
Well no but I don't see this going anywhere either.
'Why do you always say things like that and expect others to know what you mean? '
I thought I was pretty suggestive.
We don't have sex, fun or even talk anymore.
It's like the woman I married has died.
I wish that woman was still alive.
'God damn you, I'm right here.'
'But you won't even look at me.'
'It's like your a ghost, your bodies here but your minds not.'
I'm going out.
'That right leave when I start saying things you don't want to hear.'
'Don't be surprised if I'm not here when you get back.'
'I won't have you continuing to blame me for his death.'
'I couldn't have save him, even though I wish I did save him, or it was me in his place.'
'Yeah those things do run across my mind.'
'Don't think for an instant your the only one.'
Well it sure feels like it, you don't even talk about it.
You do everything you can do to avoid the subject.
You know your not the only one who loved him.
He was my child to.
This is just as hard for me.
I can barely stand going into his room.