Not Yet Goodbye Poem by Katie Huntress

someones going to save me
i am right here waiting
memories of life are flowing through my head
i am trying to figure out where they belong

even though i feel alone
i know there are people around that care
i am weak but
i am trying to become strong

i am sorry
for all the pain i have caused
for all the things i have done
i will try my best to make it better

there is only so much i can take
i will try my best to handle the situation
i might make another mistake
but everyone does, right?

i used to hate my life
i hated not having control over it
i didn't like who i was
i cut my bodyto kill the pain

i have learned thats not the way to go
i want to live my life
i have a purpose in life
and i don't think i have met it yet
thats why i have to live and
not say goodbye till its really
time to say good bye