Not You Anymore Poem by Anonymus Girl

Tears, so close to the surface
How could this feeling be true?
I didn't mean to love him
I actually thought that I loved you.

I didn't like the feelings
I had to hide them all away
but now that he can feel them too,
What do you expect me to say?

Do you want me to keep lying?
Keep telling you my truth?
Because when I said I was in love,
I never said with you.

When I close my eyes to kiss you,
What makes you think you're there?
Behind my eyes, I can't see you
It's all too much to bare.