Nothing Poem by Ana xxx

I fear this feeling inside
That come along with each day
Depression, hopelessness, emotions of suicide
I don't know why i feel this way
All i know that i need out,
I don't want to waste another day,
All i want is to be someone matters to this word
My words are lost, disappearing, melting away
In their path and you cannot hear them
You turn your back and go away
I wish you once look in my eyes
Ask me why i do that
Wish you tell me why i'm here
Wish you tell me why does the fear lead me
Why this world is going without noticing me
I'm trapped at the corner bleeding!
My words are gone without hearing,
I'm crying again inside
Wishing to suicide
Tell me i'm fine can you! ?
And don't leave me alone i fear this life
Nothingless is who i am,
And the blade is my hero,
I'm drowning in what i'm doing
Look into my eyes
Save me from my lies
i want to live but i don't know how
I want to love but i don't know why,
i'm hating myself this way
Won't you please tell me i'm OK!