Numb Heart Poem by Wild Grass Cad

Your words that are hurting me...
I hate u....
You are seeing a mirror that cant reveal what i really want.....
thoughts that I'm fighting too much
telling myself enough is enough!

I don't know the words coming out from my mouth
I don't know how to tell u
but that's not from my mind!

I want you to love me
and say it many times
but you are mute and deaf
In your heart, anger is what is left


Why cant u see?
Is it really buried deep in me?
Don't you see any clues?
Why I'm angry, dull and blues?

I just want you, yes that's true
words that are hidden to you
You will not understand, yes i know
for you're seeing me bad and low!

I just want your time and your care
Just go and leave me if u dare
I would like to please you to stay
but that's what i will never say