Ocean Poem by Raymond Valadez

ocean of blue everywhere my eyes could see. some say i could never or i should never go hungry. but on the surface of this water i am lonely. i cast my line and i catch what i am to catch but is not enough to suffice my life. fishes that jump into my boat and wind that tends to push my sails.. but i am trying to avoid the storm on the horizon yet i know i am bound to fail. tell me with life on the ocean why bother. i turn.. but blue sea is all i see blue in the sky blue at the bottom. and the fishes that i have i don't want them. let him who understands understand. life on this ship is extremely hard to navigate with out a map. i look out but i see blue all around with no sight of land. i should of bother to make a plan. blues is the only option in my hand. to be blue or not to be that is the question.. but forget the question when i dont know the answer.. to live to die as if i had cancer. yes forget the question when all i want is the answer. blue sea is all i see and fishes that jump into my ship i dont want them around me. winds that push my sails and storms that want me to fail. rain that pours on me like hail. i wish it could all disappear so i could be well. let him who understand, understand because all i want in my plans is to finally touch land