Once Is Enough Poem by lean punio

I thought this feeling is common admiration
A sensation that would easily fade
Can be blown by the strong wind
And go through nonsense thought.

But I prove myself wrong
You always occupied my dreams, my thoughts,
my heart and definitely my soul.
I suddenly found out that I am deeply in love with you.

I finally believed that this feeling is true
I wake up each day full of hope
that someday...somehow...
Our paths will cross again.

Until I woke up one morning
And saw you walking with unfamiliar guy
Your eyes were sparkling
As if you're saying that you love him.

I ran away to hide the tears
Try to mend this heart that you
broken into pieces
I wore a fancy smile
to conceal the sorrow and pain
But deep within me, my heart is crying out loud

now, I wake up each day
With neither desire nor expectation
Enough for me to experience
Having a broken heart once...