One More Chance To Change Poem by Nadeen Khalifa

'One more chance to change'
I feel tamed,
Am filled with so much pain,
I never felt so angry on silly thing
Maybe it's silly cause always
Making your mode so low and tempered.
I wish I had the chance to change my life,
And make it so much nice.
If I had three wishes
I would choose the best dishes,
That fills my life with missions,
To success in giving my life a taste
And stop being copy paste.
Not everything you want will be
And you can't make it clear,
And fit so neat.
You always have a choice.
In my position 
I choose the wrong sensation to feel,
The wrong to be,
The wrong thing to happy me.
I forget easy,
I forgive fast,
But what I gained,
No trust.
Not everything so dark as I see,
No but I make so clear
For my eye not to fear,
From any consequences
She might hear,
Or bear within her life scare.
I wish what I want will come,
And make me have some fun.
And some change 
Or maybe to replace.
Every story has its moral.
And you read oral
And play in the scene.
It might be nice
It might be meen.
You understand what I mean,
And what pain I feel
To make the script,
Mix up with full stress.
Mostly people forgets,
And throws behind with waste
That will not care,
And have no emotions to bear.
I love this thing,
So I care.
I need this thing,
So I fear,
To lose what I wish it be,
And how I wanted people to see.
I want it success
But am under stress.
Am the last person that can help.
Am useless
Helpless and no need to try
To help uselessly.
WRITTEN BY NADEEN OSAMA 
Poetry NO: 9
24/3/2012