Only Girl Poem by Scarlet Shay

I want to be the only girl
I want to be the one
That you can't take your mind off of
I want to be your love

I hear people bragging and boasting
About all that they have
A perfect family
And the boy I have never had

They have all these things
But toss them aside
Just once I want to be the one
On somebodys mind

When they wake up in the morning
I want them to see my face
And any time they are lonely
They think of my name
If they want to cry
They know my arms are open
And if they were to die
My death would follow unspoken
I would be the only girl they thought of
In any dating way
And on the long summer nights
They will lay with me
Counting the stars
Holding my hand
As I lay in their arms

No
It will never happen
Because I am broken
These tears fill my eyes
And love shall not be spoken
Cuts on my body
Pills in my hand
Nobody would ever want this
Their is no such man