Only Reminds Me Of You Poem by Xenita Joy Dublas

Seeing you beside me,
Is staying in a place where I wanted to be.

But I know its just a dream that im having,
a dream that keeps on destructing my mind when I was sleeping.

I used to cry,
when I remember how I said 'IM OKAY'
while tears are falling from my eye.

I didn't repent that I've loved you,
though in such you let go.

Now im trying not to do,
those things that can reminds me of you.

But how could I avoid those things,
that once made me happy because of you.

Everytime im writing a poem,
you exist in my mind.

am i doing a right step in moving on?
or im just crucifying myself by holding on?

all the things that I do,
only reminds me of you.