Pain Poem by keyshia loveless

What is this
is it fun is that why
you are laughing
do you find joy in my pain
actually I don't know what
pain, really is
Is it when you bleed
is it when your heartbroken
I've never felt it what is it
Maybe it's when you look
in someone eyes
stare into there soul
when they feel like there is nothing,
nothing left to hold on to
Do you think they are different
from you
Is it funny to see others
That are different
from you
in every way
your complete opposite
one is in pain
the other is living there life
to the fullest, To the brink
not wasting a second thinking just doing
I'm your complete opposite
I'm the one you can't live without
I am in pain
you are not
I am suffering
you are not
do you understand now
do you understand that I,
I am so accommodated with
pain I don't even feel it
it is a part of me you may
not be able to see it
that's why
Its blocked off with
My expressionless mask