Pain Poem by Jennifer Klaudi

It's time to let all my pain and sorrow disappear. Let all my fears blow away. The pain from today and the pain from yesterday. I always wondered why it couldnt have been me. I feel so helpless and worthless, wondering why you had to go. Wishing you were here so we could fight this. Just to give you one last kiss, to let all the memories shine because the good die young. I never thought that i would have to live without you so soon but now i do. To think that at 17 id have to go through this alone. You left me in this cold hearted world with no where to go. I feel like im going crazy. Day by day, it keeps getting hazier. You promised me you'd be here forever but you lied, and now your up in heaven looking down. While all the memories are yet to be found. I'll never forget you, your the one that made me who i am today, your the mom, the mom that i never had.