Pain By Thee Poem by Bobby Pask

staying here
is ripping me in half
but i wont shed a tear
because im not a baby calf

i cant tell you
how much it pains me
to not be true
about the pain im caused by thee

you yell
you scream
i cant tell
you how much i wish my life was a dream

if i told you
you would hate me
all i know is whats true
and it will hurt more than a stinging bee

i dont like the feeling
of being near you
i feel like im dealing
with an evil that is new

i want to just run
and stay away
but you have a gun
to make me stay