Pain Forever Poem by Wandering Scarlet

im not liked
im not valued
nobody cares
nobody notices
pain eating my insides
only pain can distract this corruption
i stab myself a thousand times
i still feel my soul burning
i still feel darkness corrupting my mind
stab a thousand times more
the blood trickling from my wounds
the sadness flowing out of me
flowing in my blood, now running out of my body
my hands are turning red
my breath gets deeper
my heart pounds faster
more blood gushes out
its runs like a waterfall
nonstop
never ending pain
everlasting suffering
the cancer i still feel
it still devours my well being
enslaves my mind
twists my feelings
i live with pain
pain runs through my blood
i live for pain
pain forever...