Painful Revelation Poem by elen de Guzman

I hate the way I feel
knowing the fact that was revealed
a painful truth that made me ill
and now, I do not know how to make it heal

I was trapped into my past
then you came around to free me at last
your sight helped me to mend my broken heart
your smile showed me the way for another start

your presence is enough to make me appease
you brought back the smiles on my lips
you made all my sorrows come to an end
you gave me reason to love again

I am deeply in love with you yet you are not aware, ..
I always wanna see you but you seem no care
you are a person full of mystery
but I'm still wishing you to be my destiny

Then the mystery in you unlocked
a painful revelation that made me shock
I can't believe it...i was badly surprised
It hurt me and gave me no delight

was to meet you another decree of fate? ? ?
to give me pain like my past did? ?
you brought me back into the world of dead
a lonely world that no one can invade

should I accept your behind personality? ?
to take away all this longing and agony? ?
but then, I thank you for my learned lesson..
that is, ..NEVER DEPEND ON THE 'LOOKS' FOR KNOWING A PERSON'....