Past Life Poem by Sharni M

I'm standing here, smiling
But I'm not really there,
I'm a ghost in the moment
And my life was unfair.
They called me a liar
But they didn't understand,
All those nights with my demons
How inside I was sad.
Leaving marks on my body
How good it felt to bleed,
And every tear stained note
That no one else would read.
One day I disappeared
Nobody else ever knew,
All I left was a note
Saying "To dear you"
"I've been thinking for awhile
And you'll never see me again,
For all you did was cause me pain
I guess death's me only friend."
"So I hope you cry when you read this
And maybe then you'll understand,
What it's like to cry alone at night
How it feels to be truly sad."
"So in my last words I say goodbye
But I do not wish you well,
Thanks for it all, the disappointment and brawls
Sincerely, your little girl..."