Personal Hell Poem by Bailey Staggs

Here as I lay all deep in my head
I think of my thoughts that never can be said
Alone and abandoned mangled and used
Trampled on, dismembered beaten and abused
Tattered and broken shattered and scarred
From love's purest emotion forever I am barred
Death does not come easy but oh how it flaunts
In the depths and shadows everyday it does haunt
Satan himself many times does appear
To tease and to whisper "Come join me, I'm right here"
Oh how I wonder what it'll be like that day
When death does come to take me away
Will it be light all peaceful and serene
Or will it be dark like a nightmarish dream
All up in my head it is hard to tell
A beautiful heaven or my own personal hell.